Still Bad Feeling

It has been 5 days over
She has past away left us forever
It's still remains in my imagine, how we still debate about everything
We never think same, it's always different
You told me everything that I was never accept, I always deny
If You think about something, I never catch up
Eventhough, we never agree about something
I know that you still love us, bcoz you used to cares us when we was a child
I know it bcoz, when you're not powered as past, I like to care you, and you love that. I only has scare about your anger. That's why we never same, bcoz our thinking was always different
Eventhough, I always sad about my feeling was about your act to me, Now, I know it's only for my best
Miss you my grandmother, my soldier as was you
I wish you all best, bcoz I know that You never forget Allah SWT. That's why You never lose your sight, vision and hearing until you past away.

Love to you
--I wish you get a special place beside Allah SWT--